Family

I know this is my second post today but thats okay lol. Tonight i had a semi wonderful time with my family when we went out to eat. It makes me feel how blessed i am to have all my siblings and both my parents. Right now there are so many deaths of friends and family that i know it seems to be unreal and i just realize as we were talking tonight how blessed i am to have all my immediate family with me. I mean yeah not everything is great with the family and obviously we fight a lot! but at least we still have eachother...as much as i think that i can't stand someone in my family at certain times, i kno that if anything would happen to them i'd be devestated. which brings me to a point that i just thought of....we are so devestated when we lose family members or friends and are semi happy when their with us here on earth. God is devestated (in a way, and again this is just my train of thought here i could be wrong) when we are here on earth participating in all the sinful acts of this world but he rejoices when we join Him in heaven (if we are His followers). I mean yes God still feels the people's pain that we leave behind here on earth. but He's rejoicing because we've finally come back to Him and left this sinful and evil world behind us. But overall, I am very blessed to have my family members with me. I'm blessed that i still have my brother and sisters, and have both my parents. Some kids are not so fortunate and for them my heart breaks, it really does. However, there are times when i just don't appreciate my family memebers too, which is awful to say but i think most if not all of us at one point have felt annoyed or very angry with someone in our family. Family is a blessing to have, although many times not appreciated or looked at as a blessing.

Well thats it for this post, i'm not really in a "thinking" mode right now otherwise i'd go on to something else and plus i have to get to bed because i am again working tomorrow, on a saturday, crazy, i kno. haha alright well i'll end with a quote.

"We are one big family of people, trying to make our way through the unfolding puzzle of life. We are all connected to one another in the heart. Connecting with the ultimate source of love is possible through discovering the hidden power in your heart."